4:00
not enough sleep.....the mattress smells of smoke...or BO....don't even know anymore....the only thing I know is that it doesn't come from me....
An email from Inglewood.... Nurse Chan wants me to buy a second set of arm protectors for Grandma.... let's hope that works from Vietnam....
7:00-8:15
The Monkey is waiting for Thai Linh and leaves
I forgot to call Eda.....do it now....
shave shower....I feel better.....small breakfast upstairs....
Andrea calls.....nightmare talk that puts me in a bad mood....she can't take care of herself or think straight..... bad thought: "No wonder he ignored her"
9:45
NEED nap...I set the alarm clock for 11:00
nap
10:30
nap again......or finish the wine?
11:30
Finish the wine it was ;-)
Monkey stays another day (Young Love ;-), but I have to make my way back to Viet Nam ...... Uneventful....
1st on the list: Bun Cha Ha Noi ;-)
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| The Monkey and Thai Linh....overlapping hand prints and hearts made from finger prints.... ..... Young Love....beautiful....but never lasts long :-( |
3:00
A weird dream with bullies, coke, and gorgeous kites.....
6:00
slightly tipsy..... need to nap more....Phap is coming soon...
8:45
There is the Phap phone call .... The Monkey is shy again.... hides in the stairwell when we take the elevator up....
so much kissing and HAPPY eyes and kissing and touching..... OMFG.... I am so in LOVE
11:45
he's leaving....kissing, necking...we start another round... only I get off...somewhere in the middle of it I hear a LOUD noise from the hallway...... OOPS we left the door wide open...
12:15
He leaves.....and I'm left by myself again.....
but I'm glowing
then HUNGRY
but Bun Cha 145 is overcrowded... I keep walking down Bui Vien
I take a tiny alley to get to Pham Ngu Lao...... there is a tiny restaurant.....Taj Mahal.....next to the window a big Indian guy eating something that looks yummy....
Chicken Biryani .....
14:00
The key does not open the door to my room..... of course when I finally track Levi down (walking all 4 floors up the stairs)....the fucking door opens with his key....
nap
15:30
feeling lost and overwhelmed......
16:30
buy 3 bottles of wine and another carton of Marlboro....
I tell Long about the red light and the failure to open of my room door.....he replaces the batteries....
18:00
Organizing things...... Graeme, double checking the Verification, traveling home, fixing the invoice..... NO actual work done...... and I'm tired..... and HUNGRY
I get 10 trieu out of the bank machine..... don't feel like ParkHaus...... the corner restaurant doesn't have any bright lights so I can't even read their menu..... so I end up eating a TINY hotdog (this is Vietnam ;-) on a normal bun.....but it has lettuce, mustard, pickles, ketchup, etc etc.....it will just have to do....
19:30
I send the email and call Graeme.
I send an email to Phap. This morning I was SO HAPPY!
He replies..... "me too.... good night Love"
21:45
sleep
5:00
"I can barely stand on my feet .......I look in the mirror....and cry...."
Graeme replied......money will be in the bank on Tuesday....
doze/nap
8:00
Eda does not answer.....but I talk to Chantal...... NO ONE works who works for the Government...
8:45
Online check-in with Bamboo does not work.....because my e-ticket does not include the e-ticket NUMBER....... MORONS...
9:30
Bank Machine..... "The card-issuing bank declined" it says when I try to get another 5 trieu..... Fuck Canada !
Buy a sandwich and a Bibimbap at CircleK..... I barely manage to stop the idiot from nuking it....
10:00
Eda is a little cranky on the phone and it is not a happy phone call....even though it is Friday over there...
11:00
I bring out the garbage and ask Levi to do 401 as soon as they move out.... one hand washes the other....
Start translating....
12:00
I'm hungry.....I get ready to head to Sushi Sun..... and learn that Long granted late checkout to the people in my new room..... WTF ????
work, nap
14:45
I'm finally in 401.....I like Levi more and more..... he is funny.....
work
Bun Cha 145 ;-)
work
Another Hotdog
More horribly loud bass from the park
22:00?
pass out
sleep
2:15
might as well get up
my laptop was shut down by updates again.....and this time it reports 'Drive Errors'...... FUCKING FUCKERS...
EARLY morning .....
Bamboo Airways is almost on time.....
I told My 10:00 and I walk out of the airport at 10:04...... NOT bad....
11:45
BACK HOME....
drink some wine.....talk to Lisa....same old same old.... :-(
13:00
1.5 bottles of wine left.....I should buy more today.....
Khai shows up......oh no....fun talking to him, but I'm just not getting anything done....
15:00
I leave to buy wine.....the scooter doesn't start....battery EMPTY.....so I walk....5 people shout "Xin Chao Han"..... and I'm happy to reply to this one "Chao buoi chieu Tinh"..... I'm sure tomorrow people will hear about it....
15:30
Nothing from Phap even though I sent him a lovey message this morning......it is starting to STINK....and the anger is building again...
a bit of work, a bit of reading, a bit of snoozing.....
19:30
NOTHING from Phap.....on his day off.....WTF?!..... he is SO CLOSE to losing me.... I'm drunk, and by now I know NOT to write impulsive emails in this state......but he is SO CLOSE....
8:45
Phap finally wrote....he had fun with his son today......HOW could I deny him that ????
But I am so fucking miserable without him.... and I reply in that tone...
that's only a tiny fraction of my feelings.... and he is SO CLOSE to getting dumped....
21;00
I refrain from taking it further..... not while I'm drunk..... but this can't go on forever....
sleep
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