Saigon 5 ..... He DUMPED me.. HEARTBROKEN and Home-bound.... oh.. and a TYPHOON........FUCK !!!!!

 6:30

3 hours of sleep.

Quy translates Phap's message:  "Don't contact me anymore. My boyfriend will be upset if he knows"..... oh WTF ?!?

WTF am I going to do? Phap was the ONE bright light in my life in these miserable times....

7:45

An email titled "Final Email"

Han da that yeu Phap rat nhieu ....

Of course, I am hoping for a reply, but I don't think I will get one....

I get one..... Roi Han se gap duoc nguoi tot hon yeu Han thoi  ....That long xin loi 

 .... it's really over ....

Chantal doesn't answer her phone .... 3 times in a row.....

Hans & Denise don't answer the phone....

8:00 

But Eda does !...... and she is a JOY to talk to.....

No answer from Chantal 2 more times

9:15

I call Hans.... but he's busy with guests....

Oh THANK YOU Eda for being my BEST friend.....

9:30

10:00

I manage to go out.... and get myself a Banh Mi behind the market.... not fabulous, but I need some food with the wine.....

10:15

tears.... I miss him so much.... even if he was mostly an asshole.....

10:30

Chantal answers the phone and we talk for 80 minutes !!!

12:00

I was DUMPED... :-(

nap

13:30

Laundry is not done yet..... buy some wine and cigarettes.....

14:15

Nhat called .... I call back... .... strong storm and water in Choi's house.....

14:45

Phap emails.... WTF??????  "going to a colleagues house today to celebrate the new house. Wishing you a good day"

I write back.... "I'm crying because I love you. If you don't want to meet me anymore, please don't email me anymore".....

He replies..... "In fact.. Phap has stopped loving Han for a long time".... what can I say?

"You have a lot left to learn. But I always knew that you would break my heart"

"Good bye and Sorry, Han"....  

That was that .... 2 years of my life.... was it worth it?  Yes, and NO !  Too many days of misery !

15:15

Iwona writes and I call her..... she too is cheering me up... a little bit....

16:30

Chau calls and rattles on in rapid Vietnamese.... water inside the house....then he hangs up.....

16:45

Toan Nguoi Linh calls me by skype..... he's turning out gorgeous .... we talk for 18 minutes.... 

Then The Monkey calls..... tells me my house is OK, but my computer speakers are missing....

I call Chau....he took the speakers....WTF?...but at least they will get used .....

17:30

OMG, I miss the cheating ass SO MUCH.....

Pick up the laundry.

Buy N95 face masks.

Head to the Sushi place.

fabulous Unagi Don

Bobby doesn't answer the Zalo video call....

Lisa answers the phone ....she still has Corona.... and keeps coughing during the phone call.....

20:30

nap a bit....

22:45

I send the reality check email to end it all.   

Sorry Sorry Sorry = bla bla bla

Some advice for you:

speaking the truth is most important.  Phap is no good because he rarely speaks the truth.

A question:

When are you going to return the money you 'borrowed' and stole from me? (126 trieu)

Yes, it is brutal.....but No....I think I did right....I don't really expect a reply......but I'm not going to have pity on a lying cheater no longer.... time to get back in touch with reality.... this email might be good for his learning process...but it is definitely part of my healing process.

23:00

I am DRUNK.... let's try to pass out....