5:00
time to face the day ...and the coming year...but the decision has been made...
sitting outside, with my morning coffee and morning wine and morning cigarette, looking at the ocean....there is the dog sitting right next to my leg and looking at the ocean too, sometimes nuzzling or licking my calf....... OH WHY do I have to leave....!?
emails:
a smiley face from Denise to my apologetic email yesterday
a heartbreaking email from Hiep/Jenny about the malice of her family
7:15
it is RAINING.... not hard....but continuously from a DARK sky......
8:00
I'm just about to fall asleep when there is a knock on the door.....it's Choi.....over for coffee & tea and a GOOD chat.... and then he calls Vong to bring over Spring rolls Cha Ca.... I eat two....
9:00
Choi leaves ....
.... the dog really likes the spring rolls ;-)
collect garbage on the beach.... start a fire.... modestly successful with the drizzle....reply to Hiep and give her-some old-man advice....... don't feel guilty for hating the family that mistreats you !
10:30
It was bright outside for a while but now it is raining again.....
time for that nap.
11:00
it's POURING
time to give the puppy another spring roll...
.. it loves them...
nap
13:15
still raining....
reheat com dau hu chua ngot....give some more disgusting sausage to the doggie...
I finish watching The Kid Detective
It's a fabulous movie !
15:30
still dark and drizzling.... nap time ...again
16:00
A knock on the door wakes me.....
Chau with my Lazada Salty Pretzels
some wine.... and limited chatting
17:30
Chau leaves
18:15
I've finished one of the four boxes of salty pretzels (!!!)....and I'm ready for a nap ..again !
sleep
midnight
awake....send an email to Phap...is there any point in it?....it's been so long it doesn't feel real anymore... the dog gets its mouth stuck on those metal loops of the bed that held the mosquito net rods... and she gets some sausage....
5:00
Pháp đã làm bạn đêm nên không biết gmail.. yêu Han. Một ngày tốt lành.. pháp vui khi nghĩ được gặp Han.
Phap made a friend at night so don't know email. Love Han. Have a good day. Phap is happy when he thinks about meeting Han.....
WTF...????
7:00
H&H with YUMMY market food.....now they want to take the dog and give it to a relative.....I call The Monkey.... no answer for half an hour.....then he calls back..... do you REALLY want it or NOT?, I ask.... he hangs up (actually his phone runs out of money again)
an email...."phone ran out of money"
he says his father will pick up the dog..... holy shit... 5 minutes later, and the cleaning lady would have taken it....
8:00
I check my account balances. Yup...they took 28k out of the joint account for the last month of full-time care.....I made the right decision to call Jenny and get an early visa renewal.... this has to STOP.
9:00
I write an email to Tin..... if you could return the money as soon as possible......
10:30
A case of wine and a six-pack of coke.....and I'm starting to clear out the house..... get rid of stuff....
nap
12:00
it's Dark, Windy and Pouring....
13:00
SHIT.... someone even translated it into Vietnamese !
I send the email to Karl & Erna ..... optimism abounds despite the dire circumstances.....
13:00
nap
13:30
FINALLY send that email to Loosley .....
15:00
almost ready for another nap
not yet....Loosley replied....maybe he was being sarcastic .....
16:00
Tin is taking a TAXI to here to repay me.....OMFG.... that is insane.....
16:30
Vong and friends are over.... to take pictures
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| teenage years ! |
and change outfits in my bathroom <WTF?>.....
17:00
I'm pissed drunk..... need to take a nap....let's see who shows up first......
17:45
there is a knock on the door.... I ask what time it is ....5:45...I actually think it's 5:45 in the morning....nope
Tam & his father..... the dog likes them both....that makes it so much easier....
I need to divest my problems.... so I give The Monkey the motorbike registration card and the keys.... LeHonda is history as well.....
19:00
I kiss the dog a last time and they leave....
My internal computer speakers are seriously fucked..... Tin said he was taking a taxi here....today??
19:45
might as well sleep more.....
can't sleep... neck pain... I send an email to Phap...."Did you really say 'you made a friend for a night?'"? maybe some things should be left unsaid? I don't care anymore..... the Gordian Knot has to be cut and I'm swinging the knife at the individual mini-knots.....
nap
21:30
there is another Phap email.....short as usual...."Oi.... Google Translate... sleep well...Miss Han"
disappointing but better than nothing......
it's going to be a year of LOSS anyway.... today I lost my dog and LeHonda and it will just get worse.... but who cares.... I'm still alive ;-)
22:30
pass out again....
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